I walk out of the house, wind blowing my hair… Where do I belong?
The sky isn’t calling for me anymore, I have nowhere to go to… I start running barefooted on the alley, thinking of nothing… No tear will touch my cheeks tonight….
The wind grows stronger and stronger and the darkness sorrounds me… Where are u taking me?I shout, but it is in vain…. No one can hear you now!my heart says… You are all alone now…
Thoughts rushing through my head…. memories that are not part of me… Who am I? Who are you?… Go away from me! Leave me alone! My soul is haunting me now, asking for forgiveness! Somebody come and rise me up to my feet, I can’t stand up anymore! Help me! Pitty me, spit on me, but give me your hand! Just let me hold it between my fingers, hold it to my lips…. You are always so warm, so close…. even when you exist in a world I don’t belong to… but where do I belong?
The wind will take me there… will guide my steps…. Since when have you become my friend? Why won’t you leave me alone? Why can’t I be alone?
Alone in the street…shouting at the world… I can almost feel the anger rising up…but then, the feeling of desperation takes over…why are you so keen on controlling me? Who am I?
My feet are running again….but I ain’t going anywhere…not anymore… I’m staying right here… Where are you?
My journey is over… I have reached the apex… There’s the storm.
Rhetorical
martie 25, 2007 · 1 comentariu
Categorii: Stories from the past
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gewissen // martie 27, 2007 la 12:08 am
“no tear will touch my cheeks tonight”
Today, I cried. Today I read this story again and cried. But then I smiled, then I smiled. You know why? Cause I realized: my journey is over too. I have reached you. And I will be here, for you. I am here for you!
I know who you are,and you know who I am. And today, I cried. But tomorrow, I won’t. Thanks to us, thanks to you, I know who I am. I lost myself, but now I know. Thanks to you, my love. You are so divine… (shouting at the world) you are so divine!!! (to meeee)
“I walk out of the house, wind blowing my hair”
I love your hair…
“Where are you taking me now?”
Follow me to our dreamland, you remember that? Let’s go there everyday, let’s go there tomorrow, let’s go there now! Let’s imagine it together, everytime we talk! Let’s run together, run away…
I have reached the apex. Why? Cause I have reached you. And I will not let you down again.
My love… my journey is over.